Shadow, My shadowShadow,
Sometimes it is very long
and it towers over me.
Sometimes it is very small
and it at squatting behind me.
But it is always there.
Sometimes I can’t see it.
Like when it is so dark,
I can’t see anything.
But my shadow is still there.
It is all around me.
Sometimes my shadow
gives me a hug.
Sometimes when it is very hot
I like to hide inside my shadow,
because my shadow is very cool.
There are little buttons
at the bottom of my feet.
So when I get too hot,
I unhook my shadow
and step out from in front of it.
Then I just sit down in my shadow
And it cools me down very nicely.
And then when I’m through,
or when my shadow is getting tired,
and it’s becoming all speckled and weak,
I’ll pick myself up,
and button up my shadow.
Then we will go on you way.
We must go slowly at first,
because, you see, the shadow
gets very tired when I am not attatched,
because the shadow is not there without me.
But luckily it can give me
a little bit of shade f
My Sister's Tutor (Switzerland*Reader) part 10"Weren't you going to ask me somehting?" Vash called.
"I was. But I forgot. It wasn't that important." Lilli said from the living room. Even without seeing her face, Vash could tell she was lying but he couldn't dwell on it now. He had to leave.
"Bye Lilli." He called and walked out the door. He slid into his car and backed out of the driveway.
~~~TARDIS to an hour later~~~
Vash pulled into driveway and walked up to the door. He rubbed a hand over his face. That meeting went on for ever. He opened the door and pulled off his shoes and then froze. He frowned down at the the floor. There was a jumble of Lilli's shoes but that was usual. There was another pair of shoes. They were too big for Lilli. Vash placed his shoes on the rack and walked into the kitchen. Lilli was standing there, waiting for him. She was grinning.
"What happened?" Vash frowned. Lilli kept grinning. "Did you burn some down?" He asked. She shook her head. "Find a stray cat?" She shook her head. "Eat the
My Sister's Tutor (Switzerland*Reader) part 9(Name) stared at the phone. Vash. You let it ring. YOu wanted to pick up. But you didn't. It kept ringing. And ringing. and it stopped.
"Vash, come back...."
~~TARDIS skip to 2 months laters~~~
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure."
"But I can't--"
"Yes you can. Now make me proud"
~~~well wasn't that criptic~~
Vash didn't smile. He hadn't smiled in months. More often than not he was frowning.
Vash frowned at the paper in frustration. Couldn't the handwriting be just a bit neater? He could barely read it at all. He growled.
"Hey Vash?" Lilli walked into the kitchen with the phone in her hand. She looked surprised.
"Who was on the phone?"
"Huh? Oh, nobody." Lilli replied and Vash raised an eyebrow. Lilli looked at the paper in his hands.
"Directions. I have to leave in five minutes. Will you be ok?" Lilli nodded.
"When will you get back?"
"Not for another hour."
"Ok," Lilli turned and started to walk out of the kitchen.
"Weren't you going to ask me somehting?" Vas
My Sister's Tutor (Switzerland*Reader) part 8
"But that won't work for either of us, Vash. So let's not pretend it does." And she turned and left. Vash stood there, shocked, staring at the closed door. "that won't work for either of us". Vash back up and collapsed on the the stairs. She was right. Unfortunately. They had to go. Pleading wouldn't change that...
Vash knocked on the door and waited. Vash looked up as the door opened and saw (Name)'s father.
"Hello Vash." He greeted.
"Hello Mr. (Lastname). Can I speek to (Name)?" vash asked and Her father frowned slightly.
"I don't know. Wait here for a moment, please." Vash waited as (Name)'s father went upstairs and then came back down a little later.
"I'm sorry, but she says she won't see you." Vash sighed.
"Dang it." He muttered and turned to leave but her father stopped him.
"She said it would be easier this way." He said and Vash turned back around.
"Tell her that I'm leaving today and tell her that she is wrong."
~~TARDIS timeskip to a plane in the air~~~
My Sister's Tutor (Switzerland*Reader) part 7"Hey, (Name)--. Oh. Woops" Lilli had pranced back in and giggled. Vash and (Name) broke apart and looked at her.
"What, Lilli. (Name)'s sort of preoccupied at the moment." Vash commented cooly. Lilli giggled again.
"I was just wondering. Now (Name)'s your girlfriend, will she still be my tutor?" Vash looked at (Name) and bent to kiss her jaw.
"I don't know. I might steal her away entirely.... but I suppose I can share her with you once in a while." Vash said. (Name) laughed and nudged Vash.
"Yes, Lilli. I'll still be your tutor."
"Now Lilli. Shoo" Vash said before kissing his girlfriend again.
~~the end?~~~ ....apperently not
Last day of school~~
"Hey Vash!" (Name) ran up to Vash and flung her arms around his neck. Vash gave one of his rare smiles and hugged her back. "Can you believe it? The school year is OVER!"
"Yes (Name), I can." Vash pressed his lips to her's briefly before setting her down. (Name) put her arm though his and they started walking towards Vash's car. They go
So empty: One heartIt’s so empty,
There is nothing there,
nothing in my heart.
Why is it so empty?
I feel empty.
Could someone please
Could someone please
fill my heart?
I don’t know with what.
I can’t remember
what used to be there.
But can someone fill it?
I don’t know how to
fill it, or
what to fill it with.
Will you tell me?
And help me fill it?
I don’t know.
I just don’t know.
I don’t even know
if I care what you
put in it.
want something in there.
I want to get rid
of that awful
lonely empty feeling.
Help me get rid of it.
anything in my heart.
I don’t want to be empty.
I don’t want to be lonely
Anything would work,
since I don’t even remember
what used to be there
in the first place.
Or what should be there.
But all I know is,
I don’t want
to be empty any more.
There’s nothing there.
Not even a drop
of what used to be there.
Ludwig*Reader Of Pickles and ComputersI have now idea how this is going to start or end so here goes.
You lay on your couch with your head hanging off of it as you stared at the wall upside down. You wondered if the wall was upside down at all since it was exactly the same top and bottom. Maybe the wall was right side up either way and the ceiling and the floor were the ones that were upside down. Or maybe they weren't upside down and just switch. Maybe if the object on the ceiling/floor were switched then they would be upside down respectively to what they used to be.... oh the things that go on in your brain.
You were rather bored actually because you weren't really doing anything other than figuring out whether or how everything would be upside down in the room. Even though that was a very mind engaging topic, your mind had moved on a so now you needed something to do. You thought about crashing at someones house for a little bit. Though hopefully you would crash into/break anything while there. You were rather prone
Ludwig*Reader Dunno what to writeI'm mean seriously I don't but I want to write something so here goes...
You stared at the blank word document in frustration. You had had this wonderful, mindblowing idea so you went to the computer to type it up but as it is with mindblowing ideas, the idea blew right out of your mind and you were stuck staring at white. You remember the idea was brilliant for a short story but you couldn't remember what it was. You groaned and banged your head on the keyboard a couple times. When you looked at the screen, it looked something like this:
hjhjjkhgfdgvhjnkhghghujjkijhyug (actually typed by my head. It's actually rather fun)
Well that wasn't much help.
"Why can't I flipping write!!!!!!!" You shouted at your computer. As you were growling at the screen, the door opened behind you and someone walked in.
"______....?" You recognized Ludwig's voice and turned in your swivel chair.
"Hi, Luddy." You grinned up at him and he looked back disapprovingly.
"Two things. Don't. Call me that. An
I hate you. Say sorry and come homeWhy did you have to go and do that
Why would everyone ever be so stupid
After everything your father before him worked on
It's such a stupid decision
Why do you need more
Isn't what you have enough
You're so stupid
Don't you know what you have destroyed
Don't you know what you helped to create
Chaos and death
You helped start it
You helped start the war
Couldn't you see
Just a little
What that might do
You're so stupid
I hate you
I hate you
Don't you know how many
Deaths you helped create
Even of your own kin
I hate you
I wish you had never been born
You are so...
....I hate you....
There was all this hate
All this poison in the air
And that's what helped the war
There was to much hate
I guess... no one
Is all bad or all good
We all make mistakes
There is always something....
I guess... it might be ok
No matter how many deaths
You can always.....say sorry, I guess
No ones evil or bad
Just don't make some go
RecipeYou said you like your girls
a little psychotic
with a dash of instability,
so I showed you my recipe
with shaky, bloody hands.
Clothes were discarded
and you broke my rib cage open
and shoved a needle full of cyanide
i n m y l u n g s.
(Your insanity was my life support
and I lived off of your insidious words.)
And just as I made friends
with the Grim Reaper,
you abandoned me
and said I was too fucked up for you.
How ironic is it
that my creator
was terrified of me?
He said he liked his girls
a little morbid
with a dash of insanity
so I cut my chest open
and showed him my p o i s o n - f i l l e d l u n g s.
He grabbed my barely-beating heart,
caressed my sunken cheeks
and said, "This is all I care about."
Black EyeThe sense of dread you instill with your look
makes millions quake as if the whole Earth shook.
The world is well aware of the moves you make
But it’s impossible to predict the form it’ll take.
Their sharpest of scholars can’t cleave your disguise,
but I see the darkness that is haloed in your eyes.
Like an inbound disaster you deliver despair
when upon the land you fixate your stare.
Your visage is venom; there’s no point in hoping
that the people can rest with your black eyes open.
With fear as your feed, your appetite amplifies,
and I see the darkness that is haloed in your eyes.
Your timeline, your being, is immersed in obscurity
‘cuz a black eye needs no light to see.
It’s only when you surface to prowl for prey
those opaque orbs emerge to blot out the day.
I see the darkness that is haloed in your eyes;
the shadowed glare that hides your lies.
I sense the sickness plastered oln your face
and know how it spreads with its fetid embrace.
Is It Love?If I hugged you,
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?
Wasted FleshFlesh, flesh,
Such wasted flesh...
This able-bodied meat.
Defiled by drugs and impurities.
A mind born with clarity,
Yet so blatantly abused.
No harm did you suffer;
Other than harm self inflicted.
Disregarding the hopeless gazes,
Of those who were born without.
No good, no good;
This I cannot abide...
I shall take this flesh from you,
And it shall be tended and made anew.
A gift to those who are deserving,
Of the very gifts you cast aside...
Now then, my dear,
Do stop your screaming.
It will only be painful,
Until your heart stops beating.
- Word of Chen, 1/6/2016
I think of youAs suns set afar and mountains flame
And eagles, turning, turn to fire
Ash cold, alone I lie
And think of you.
And in this dark harvest of season
My life has completely lost reason,
For which or against to decide.
All lost in a savage and endless, bleak tide
In sadness and in kindness
In light and in darkness.
In a boat made of hope
I shall sail to tomorrow,
In a winding hurricane
Made of treachery and sorrow.
There's a spear, endless, and colossal spear...
Piercing, slashing though my head.
Starting somewhere in heaven,
Ending somewhere in hell.
Fighting, burning, crying, crashing.
Are the armies within.
In my head they are all thrashing.
On the heaven's and hell's whim.
To be light or to be darkness.
A perpetual array.
It's not merely my choice,
But the choice of the way.
It's an option of the voice,
It's a thin line of gray.
Is it a choice forced by fate,
Is it a pre-set time and date?
Or a choice to which I myself sway?
But here's our story anyway .
"Nothing that I do will matter.
As all things will merely shatter!"
All my hopes thus darkness scatter,
As it shoves me a decree.
As it si
soft eyesEveryone’s in love with chaos,
those wild, red and gold champagne dreams
death and drugs, over-the top Gatsbys and
Romeo and Juliets burning at the altar.
She exhales it all, long green nails,
All-black attire, she wears it too-tight,
red smudge to the side of her lips:
a mystery, a tragedy, a rush.
a life that slips, slides fast,
commanding: they all fall, awed, at her feet,
that goddess of thrilling beauty and dark decay,
magnetic misery becomes her.
But at the end of the day,
when the shiny glamor fades:
she’s left all alone, dull eyes soft,
no more than a forgotten girl with blue-tinged lips,
slipping ever lower in a cooling tub.
OC Meme*Copy this into your Meme..
-Choose 10 of your OC's
-Answer the questions
-Then tag 3 people
1.) 3, 7, 4, and 9 go ice skating. What happens?
2.) Its Christmas!!! 5 throws a christmas party and invites three people of choice. Who does he/she invite? What happens?
3.) 6 catches 2 dancing/singing to the 'spice girls'. What's 6's reaction?
4.) 1 and 10 are stuck in a janitor's closet. How the crap did they get in there?
5.) 4 confesses his/her love for 8. What happens?
6.) 3 walks in to see 6 and 7 making out in 3's closet.. What is their reactions?
7.) 9 and 5 have an argument that soon turns into a fist fight. How did it start? And How does 2 try to break it up?
8.) 6 and 7 are getting married! But 8 is in love with 7. What does 8 do?
9.) You here a knock on your door. You open it to see every one of your OC's bursting in to your home. What do you do?
10.) 2 admits to you that he/she killed 9. What do you do?
11.) Everyone gat
Things they don't tell you.Thngs they don’t tell you about losing your grandfather on a Tuesday night:
When you wake the next morning, you still
need to get out of bed in time for work, you still
have to shower, dress yourself, eat breakfast, brush
your teeth and hair;
and when your mother calls
to check in, you have to comfort her because she lost
her dad last night;
and when you call your grandmother
your voice cannot waver lest you upset her, because
she lost a man she's known for seventy years and even
though she would never hold it against you, you still
feel obligated not to cry;
and when you sit down
to do your job, you will have to do it with all your heart
because if you can