Why did you run?i tried totalk to youi tried you askyouhow youwerebecause youwere looking downbut you didn'tsay anythingbut then againi wasn'treally expecting youtoi just wantedto let you knowthat i cared aboutyou. and that inoticed that youwere unhappybut you just ranawayfrom meand left me standingtherewhy did yourun awayif you didn'twant to replyi would havegotten iti would havekept silentand just walkedwith youbut insteadyou ranyou ran away frommewhy did yourun?i was trying to help youbut you wouldn't let mei wouldn'thave said anything elsebecause you didn'twant me tobut you didn'tgive me any choiceyou justspedupandranawaywhy did yourunawayi was trying tohelp youdon't push meawayyou don't haveto talkor even lookat mebutdon't push me awaydon't run awayfrommewhy did you run?
Drowningthe way to drown:how do i drown outthe world?how do i drown outthe soundsthe imagesthe voicesinside my headin school they tellyou how to do many thingsbutthey didn'ttell me how todrown out the voicesinmy headhow do i drown outthe world?how do i drown outthe wordsthe lightthe memoriesinside my headthey told methey would go awaythey told mei forgotthings easilybuti didn'tforgetthey stillrage insidemy headit hurtsthey beat against the sidebut theyaren't tryingto get outhow do i drown outthe world?how do i drown outyoui thinki figuredout a wayto drown everythingouticouldalwaysjustdrown
But only in my dreamsWhen I was very young,I had a little friend,who always played with me.He would always listen to me.We would play around in the leavesand laugh until we cried.We were always together,but no one could see him.He was only in my mind.And then I grew a little biggerand I thought I had grown so much older.I went to school at got friendsthat I could see.I didn't ask him to play with me anymore.I thought I didn't need him.I played with m new friendsand laughed with them,but sometimes they were too angryor too sad to laugh, or simply too busy.But I thought I was still happy.And then I grew even older,my friends changed andI entered high school.I gained some new friends andgrew more distant from others.I got so tangled up with school and friends.They got so complicated.They had problems and were easily irritated.They changed so much that I barely knew them anymore.I got so lost.Then I rememberedwhen I was young and innocent.I realized how lonely I was,despite all
Only in my dreamsI feel so alone evenwhen I am surrounded,by strangers or by friends,it makes no difference.I feel so alone.Sometimes I just wantsomeone who understands.Someone who listensbut isn't in my family.I feel so cold. I am alone.There is nobody to hug meand tell me that I am special.I am too young,but not everybody else.They say they are 'old enough',but I think that they are not.They are younger.But still they are allowed.They are not alone.They have some one special.I do notI am so aloneI am in a dark shadow in a lighted roomI am cold bundled in a blanketI am hot covered by shadeI am wet standing in the desertBut I am dry standing in the rain.I am lonely surrounded by peopleand I am comforted by someonewho's not thereI have often imaginedwhat this person looks like.I have talked with this personand I have felt warm in his armsbut only in my dreams
Love is Deadlyi love youi love you so muchi can barely stand itwhen your around mei can barely breathehow can you not see itits so blatantly obviouswhenever you are nearall i can do is stare at youwhenever you're goneall i can think about is youi wish you could seehow much i love youi wish you could knowhow much i hate youyou are perfectand i hate youand love youi love you so muchit hurtsi want you to come to meand tell methat you love mebut you don'ti love youi hate youi love you so muchi want to kill youi hate you so muchi want to kiss youyou are so perfectbut so blindhow can you not seei love your laughi love your voicei hate youi love you somuchi want tokill youi hate youso muchi want tpkiss youi hate youi love youdo you?
Wer bin ichwer bin ich?ich weiss nichtich bin sehr alleinich nehme ein Freundwer bin ich?who am i?i don't knowi am so very alonei need a friendwho am i?wer bin ich?i don't think i'll ever knowi once knewbut then i changedand i don't know anymorewer bin ich?wer bin ich?i don't knowi wonder if anyone doesi wonder if they will tell memaybe they won'tmaybe they don't knowi don't knowwer bin ich?ich weiss nicht, wer ich bin...
I want to scream but I can'ti want to screami can feel it inside of meit is in my throatwaiting to come outi have to screami need toit is in my throatbut it won't come outit can'ti can't screambut i have to screamit won't come outit is stuck in my throatit is so big it won't come outbut i have to screami have to get it out of mebut i can'tso i don'ti am silenti can't screami am quietso quiet they don't notice mei am not therei sit silently rocking back and forthi need to screami want to screami want it out of meif i could screamthen maybe i would feel betterbut i can't screamit is stuck in my throati open my mouthi try to force it out of meforce it out of my throatit won't goit is stuck in my throati can't screami want to but i can'tineedtoscreambutican't
Keep your eyes on the horizondon't look downkeep your eyes on the horizonit's not too much more timejust a little bit more of foreverjust don't look downkeep your eyes on the horizonit's not too much fartherjust a little bit more of eternityjust don't look downkeep your eyes on the horizonwe're almost therewe're almost at the horizonjust keep your eyes on the horizonwe'll only be going for never